" Simona, you're getting older. Your journey's been etched on your skin. Simona, wish I had known that what seemed so strong has been and gone. I would call you up every Saturday night, and we'd both stay out 'til the morning light. And we sang, 'Here we go again.' And though time goes by, I will always be in a club with you in 1973 singing 'Here we go again.'" ~james blunt

I've been listening to James Blunt's new album, All the Lost Souls. It's okay. Not great, but not terrible. The first song on the CD, "1973," is definitely the best track. I'm predicting it will be the new "You're Beautiful." I listened through the whole album a couple of times and now I just keep listening to "1973" over and over. "Same Mistake" is also a good song. And "I Really Want You." If you click on the album link above, it'll send you to Amazon where there's a video of an acoustic performance of "I Really Want You." But none of the other songs hooked me. Here's a quote from Rolling Stone's review of the album (they hated it):

"What's more, too much of 'All the Lost Souls' is just pleasant ether, with Blunt showing a gift for drabness on forgettable ballads that make Coldplay seem like the Arctic Monkeys."

I think that's hilarious. Not necessarily true (I don't think anything can make Coldplay sound like the Arctic Monkeys), but a funny comparison. I guess it's interesting that I like both Coldplay (sometimes) and the Arctic Monkeys, despite the fact that they're such different bands. And it is true that James Blunt is even more different from the Arctic Monkeys than Coldplay is.

I'm settled into my new apartment and I love it. My roommates, Sandra and Katya, are incredibly nice. Our kitchen is nice and new and huge. My room is huge and bright. It's wonderful.

Today was a rough day at school. Well, every day is a rough day, but Tuesday is one of the days I have my kids for four periods, and they always hate that. I had a parent come in to talk to me today and that went fine. Her daughter cursed me off yesterday and is always rude, disrespectful, and disruptive. While I was talking with her and her mom today, she cried. It made me feel bad, even though this girl has been making my life miserable. The mom only speaks Spanish so an aide translated for me, which made it slightly difficult, but the mom was very nice and supportive of me.

I need to go plan lessons. Ugh.

“And we don't care about the young folks, talkin' 'bout the young style. And we don't care about the old folks, talkin' 'bout the old style too. And we don't care about their own faults, talkin' 'bout our own style. All we care 'bout is talking, talking only me and you.” ~peter bjorn & john

That song has been on at least four different TV shows this week. At least four. I’m not exaggerating. That’s ridiculous. I guess they have no way of knowing that the other shows are using it. And it’s a great song. I love it. But it’s been on my iPod for like a year and now all of a sudden I’m hearing it everywhere. I hate it when that happens.

Yesterday I moved out of my apartment. My dad drove the car into the city and I loaded it up. He had to stay by the car because it was parked illegally, so I made 10+ trips from my apartment to the car with all of my stuff. My apartment is on the fourth floor. That’s a whole lotta stairs. My legs are so sore today.
I’m staying with my aunt and uncle this weekend; I move into my new apartment tomorrow. Last night my cousin Bess and I went through their TV and watched a whole bunch of shows they saved on their On Demand. We watched the Chuck pilot (really good), the second episode of Gossip Girl (I’m addicted), Smallville, The Office, and some Disney channel shows. Bess is a high schooler living on the Upper East Side, which is what Gossip Girl is about (although Bess goes to Stuyvesant High School, which is downtown). She kept insisting that Gossip Girl is not at all what life is like for a teenage girl on the UES. I’m very glad to hear that. But it’s still fun to watch.
This morning I went to Mass with my family (is Mass supposed to be capitalized? I’m not sure; I’m not Catholic, they are). I managed to waste my time doing I-don’t-know-what for the afternoon. Bess and I were left alone while my aunt, uncle, and cousin D.J. went to some college thing. We discovered that we should not be left alone in the kitchen together. I almost chopped off her toes and she covered the floor with granola and pasta (she is also known in our family as Bess the Mess). But we still managed to put dinner on the table. I love hanging out with Bess. I think I’ve written about her before. I’m nine years older than she is, but it doesn’t seem like there’s a big age gap at all. We’re complete opposites in most respects, which works for us. She’s outgoing and always has something to talk about, which is perfect because I’m usually pretty quiet. She’s quite the social butterfly; her phone rings about every ten minutes. She’s boy-crazy, and it seems like they’re pretty crazy about her as well. She’s a sweetheart; I love her.

"Have you seen the little pieces of the people we have been? Little pieces blowing gently on the wind...I'm one of a million pieces falling on the ground. It's one of the reasons when you say goodbye, we'll still come around. Yeah, we will come around."

That's from Counting Crows' new song "Come Around." Which I really like. It's catchy.

Last week I had a conversation with a few of my particularly rude, disruptive kids. Here are a couple excerpts:

Excerpt 1:
J: Is this your first year as a teacher?
Me: Yes, it is.
J: Well, you know, Ms. B, junior high is the hardest to teach. It's a really, really tough age.
Me: Yeah, I'm starting to figure that out. So how about you try and make it a little easier on me?
J (shrugging): okay.

Excerpt 2:
Me: What can I do to help you? How can I make it better? How can I help you focus on the lessons?
D: Nothing. You have to know that I am who I am. Who you see in the classroom? That's me, and I'm not changing for nobody and I don't care if you have a problem with that.
Me: Okay. I don't want to change who you are. I just want to figure out how you can stay who you are while still learning something and not constantly disrupting the rest of the class.
D: You need to be meaner.
Me: Meaner?
D: Yeah. You're too nice. You need to be meaner.
(This coming from the girl who constantly yells at me for being too hard on her.)

I got meaner. That doesn't seem to be working, though. I'm dealing with some tough kids. Kids who are unbelievably rude and disrespectful. You really wouldn't believe it. I'm trying to be understanding and keep my cool. The two girls quoted above, J and D (I don't want to use names), have both been held back twice. In elementary school. They're both at the age where they could be in high school right now. I have other kids who have been held back. I really want to help them all pass sixth grade. I had a fight in my class this week. That was fun. Luckily it wasn't too bad and I got some help pretty quickly.

Multiple people called me this week to tell me that there's a character on Heroes this season with my full name (first and last). I think that's pretty cool. I have to start watching that show this season because Kristen Bell is going to be on it (she joins the cast in the fifth episode). I love her. With her narrating Gossip Girls and appearing on Heroes, the loss of Veronica Mars (best show ever) is a little easier to bear.

Last night I watched Grey's with my aunt. I think this will be a good season (it will at least be better than last season, which was pretty bad). My favorite moment: Derek sticking up for Mer in his conversation with Mark. And I thought Izzie's storyline was pretty funny.

I'm moving tomorrow. Actually, I'm moving out of my current apartment tomorrow and am moving into my new apartment on Monday evening. I'm staying with my aunt and uncle over the weekend. I'm moving to Harlem and I'm really excited. I'll be living with two German girls. I'll have a much bigger room than I do now, a nice kitchen with new appliances, and a living room. And it cuts out about 45 minutes of my commute, which is the biggest plus.

Yesterday Christin and I went to Nightmare: Haunted House, which is supposedly "New York's most horrifying haunted house." The only reason I was terrified was because while we were waiting to go in, one of the actors was walking around holding what looked like a live snake (I only caught a quick glimpse before I screamed and shut my eyes). Snakes are my worst nightmare. I am absolutely terrified of them. I freak out when I see even a cartoon drawing of a snake. I can't explain how horrifying they are to me. So as we were walking through the haunted house, I was petrified that there would be snakes (there weren't). I held Christin's hand the entire time. The haunted house wasn't that scary, though. Luckily it was free because of a TONY offer Christin won and we didn't have to pay the $35 that it normally costs. I had a good time.

Earlier this week Nic and I went to the premiere of Hotel Chevalier, a short film by Wes Anderson that is the prequel to The Darjeeling Limited. There are pictures from the event on imdb (follow the movie link). Wes Anderson, Jason Schwartzman, and Natalie Portman were there for a Q&A. It was interesting. The downside was that we could hardly see anything. During the Q&A I could see Natalie Portman's head through an opening in the crowd, but that was it (I caught glimpses of the two others). Parts of the movie screen were obstructed as well. But it was free so I guess I can't complain, and I did like listening to the discussion. They were all very funny. Natalie Portman didn't talk much, but she was eloquent when she did speak.

I'm excited for the Broadway shows coming up. I'm seeing Pygmalion (with Claire Danes) in a couple of weeks, and I'm also seeing Young Frankenstein soon (with Megan Mullally, Sutton Foster, and Roger Bart). I just bought a ticket to see Cyrano De Bergerac, one of my favorite plays, in November. Jennifer Garner and Kevin Kline are starring in that one. There aren't a ton of great new shows opening this fall, but there a few gems.

I'm heading off to Blue 9 Burger now. It's my favorite restaurant down here, and since it's my last night in this apartment, I figured I'd treat myself. I don't even want to think about starting to pack.

"This is a list of what I should have been but I'm not. This is a list of the things that I should have seen but I'm not seeing." ~counting crows

That's from the song "Cowboys," which is on Saturday Nights and Sunday Mornings (the new album they're releasing in November). I can't tell you how excited I am about the album. It's been forever since Counting Crows released an album. Films About Ghosts, New Amsterdam, and the rerelease of August and Everything After don't count. Hard Candy was the last studio album, and that was seven years. ago. We need some new material. We've needed new material for awhile. And they're making up for that long stretch by releasing a two-disc album. I'm especially looking forward to the second disc (Sunday mornings). It's the quieter, acoustic one. So far it seems like the album will be fantastic. They dug up a few really good old songs to record for the first time. We have bootleg recordings of some of them, but it'll be great to have studio versions. I also like the new songs I've heard. I think AD said that "Cowboys" might be their best song yet (or maybe it was a reviewer who said it); I don't agree with that, but I do like the song and it grows on me every time I hear it. I like "Come Around" even more; it's fun. I've noticed that AD really does like the word "around." He's written the songs "Round Here," "Hangin' Around," and now "Come Around." They're all good songs, so maybe he should try to continue the trend.

The Broadway Flea Market was this morning. I spent waaaay too much money. I bought a framed Chess window card and a framed Secret Garden window card. I had to dig for both of those and they're pretty rare because they're from old shows that weren't open too long. Chess was on Broadway in 1988 and only lasted two months (Americans weren't quite ready for its brilliance), and The Secret Garden opened on Broadway in 1991 and closed less than two years later. So there aren't too many window cards for either show floating around, and I snatched them up. Chess is probably my favorite musical and The Secret Garden was the first Broadway show I saw, so they're both very special to me. I also bought a Wicked mug for $1 that I dropped soon after I bought it. The handle fell off, but it's still usable. And I filled up a carton with pins from Grey Gardens for $1. My favorite pin, "Jerry likes my corn," was in high demand but I got one.

This afternoon I went down to Century 21 for some shopping (I didn't buy anything; even though they've got the best bargains in the city, the clothes are still pretty expensive because they're designer brands). It's right across from Ground Zero. I sat next to Ground Zero under the gorgeous, clear blue sky, ate a really good slice of pizza for lunch, and felt incredibly sad. It was the first time I visited Ground Zero since 2001. I went on Thanksgiving in 2001 with two of my uncles (one of whom worked in the Twin Towers) and some of my cousins, and we looked at the site from my other uncle's office (which overlooked the ruins). I cried then and I almost cried today.

Let's move on to more happy things. This is a pretty big week for TV's new fall season. Be sure to catch Dirty Sexy Money on Wednesday on ABC at 10:00pm; I saw the pilot (I already raved about it here) and it's brilliant. Before that, at 9:00pm on Wednesday Gossip Girl airs on the CW. I've also seen that pilot and it's going to be my guilty pleasure this season. My excuse for watching it is that I get to listen to Kristen Bell's voice (I'm a huge fan of hers and she's the narrator), but I have to admit that I'm hooked on the show. You can download the pilot for free on iTunes. Also airing at that time (on ABC) is Private Practice (the Grey's spinoff with Kate Walsh). I'm torn as to which show to watch. I'll probably end up taping Private Practice and watching Gossip Girl. Grey's Anatomy returns this Thursday. Hopefully it'll be better than last season. I've heard it will be.

I really need to work on lesson plans for this week. We're starting a big unit on the journalistic feature article. I hope it goes well.

"I've had some time to think about it, and watch the sun sink like a stone. I've had some time to think about you, on the long ride home. Headlights searching down the driveway, the house is dark as it can be. I go inside and all is silent, and seems as empty as the inside of me." ~patty griffin

I know I haven't posted in awhile, so I'll make up for that with a big post today. I haven't had any time at all. And it's especially difficult because I don't have internet in my apartment. If you're reading this and you're wondering why I haven't been keeping in touch with you, I apologize. I really am exhausted. I know that's not a good excuse, but it's true. Here's an outline of my day. I get up every morning at 6:00am. I go to school and am on my feet until 3:00pm. Teachers don't sit down. Ever. Seriously. Except during lunch. After the kids leave I clean stuff up and organize the classroom. Sometimes I stay and plan or do other things that need to get done or hold detention. I usually leave by 4:00pm and am back at my apartment around 5:00pm. By then I'm drained, physically and emotionally. Every day this past week I had something else to do at night. This was my schedule:

I forget what I did on Monday night. On Tuesday I went to the doctor after school to get a TB test, then I went back to school for open house night where I met some parents. I got home around 10:00pm. On Wednesday I went to Bible Study for two hours and got home after 10:00pm. On Thursday I went to a concert and didn't get home until around midnight. On Friday I went to the doctor again so she could check the results of my TB test, then I did some shopping, and I finally came home and spent hours cutting out letters for bulletin boards. Along with school and all of those activities, I planned lessons. I really, really need some time to relax. Every week is busy. I need time to do fun things and to have quiet time for myself, but it's impossible to fit everything in. And, as a result, I've been bad at communicating with people. My parents sometimes call me because they're afraid I've dropped off the face of the earth.

Teaching is hard. I don't feel like writing about the specifics, but I have to put up with a lot. I'm the kind of person who needs to be liked, but teachers can't be that way, so I'm trying to adjust. Some of my kids hate me, and I need to realize that nothing will change their minds. I just need to figure out how to prevent them from completely ruining my lessons and causing chaos in the classroom. Peter, another 6th grade ELA/SS teacher, has been a huge help to me. I complain and vent to him and he listens. He gives me advice. He tells me stories that make me feel a little bit better about what I have to deal with. I don't know what I'd do without him. He understands. Not all my kids are bad, though. Some are really sweet.

I feel like writing about some happy stuff. Thursday evening provided me with some much-needed fun time. I went to a concert. It was at the Delacorte Theater in Central Park. On my way there, I stopped at the Sex and the City movie shoot (they were filming on 70th & Lex). There were lots of fans there, but I managed to get up into the front row of people. Mr. Big himself (Chris Noth) walked over to the crowd to say hi and stood right in front of me. We had an actual (albeit short) conversation, during which he made eye contact with me. He has gorgeous, piercing eyes that make you feel like the only person in the world when they're looking into yours. He shook my hand, too. He was very nice. He was shooting a scene with Kristin Davis (Charlotte). Apparently she's very shy, so she didn't come over to the crowd. I loved just observing what was going on. It reminded me of all the MTV shoots I worked on last summer. So that was very cool.

After that I headed to the Delacorte Theater. I won tickets to a Patty Griffin concert in an online raffle. Tickets cost $50+, so I was pretty excited about getting in for free. Nic came with me. We had very good seats. The CMA Songwriters played first; there were four of them and they were great. Then Allan Toussaint played. I'm not really into his style of music, but he's a very talented pianist. Then Patty played. She was wonderful. As is the case with most artists, hearing her music live was so much better than listening to her albums (her albums are great, but the live experience is just so much more meaningful). It was the perfect music to unwind to. I love her voice; it's so unique and conveys so much emotion. I loved watching her play the guitar (she's got really fast fingers) and occasionally stomp her foot as she got into the music, but a few times I just closed my eyes for a moment and let the music fill me up. It was a good evening.
This morning I went to the movies. I saw Death at a Funeral. It was hilarious. Tomorrow is the Broadway flea market. I'm really excited. Hopefully I'll score some good stuff.
Here are some pictures from Thursday. I wasn't allowed to use a flash at the Sex and the City set or at the concert, so all of the pictures are blurry because of that.
Chris Noth:

Kristin Davis:

Production area:

The CMA Songwriters:

Patty Griffin: